ahhh.
i m bored.
nth to do.
to decided to blog again.
siian.
watched finish goong.
its so nice!!!!!
the ending is like.the prince loved the princess and blahhs...
kinda romantic luhhs.
watch watch den cry cry.
cause some parts jux too.saddening.and some parts so romantic.
haiis.
how i wish i would have a love story like goong.
lo`ls.its almost impossible luhhs.
everyday so bored.i wish i could go out man.
i m bored to tears.
everday at home.do maths.den nth lerhhs.
got so much time.but nth to do.
wadde. and no money to spent.
not exactly no money.jux cant go out.
knn.lock me up at home wif nth to do.
after finishing maths.jux lock in room listening songs.den use com.den eat dinner.
but den now goong watch finish lerhhs.omg.i dun even noe wad to do at all.
omgomgomg.i cant stay at home FOREVER.i m going to die soon.
arghhhhhh.=X
dyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdyingdying,
fuck larrhs.i cant stand it anymore.its so stuffy.


i didnt even step out of the damn house once today.
not even once.zzz
and why are ppl looking for jobs now?
seems to me everybody is looking for one...
i aso wan!!
i lack of money now sia.

lalalas.
these few days nth much happen.siian luhhs
eveyday rot at home.
wanna die lerhhs
would rather go to skl den stay at home lorhhs.
BORED BORED BORED BORED.
arghhhh
but at least watching goong is the nice part of the whole day.
everyday watch like 2-4 hours?
den got scolded by dad.
bored luhhs.watch movie will die isit.
zzz
now watching goong.dun wan blog anymore! wees!~

woooooots~
yesterday rock sia.
it was the last day of skl.
last day of being in same class wif yu shih.
last day of sec 1.
first day getting classsssss teeeeeeeeee~!

it rocks larhhs.
plus ms chua didnt show any face to us.
yays!
ok.lets talk about it.

woke up like damn early.got ready everything.the cake.camera and stuff..
wen to skl.den the cake abit melt lerhhs.its strawberry cheese cake!
zy and me wen downstairs to the canteen to put cake in the aunties shop.
to keep it refrigirated.lo`ls

wen class.a while..den.forgot lerhhs.ahh.giv out handbook.and stuffs.
got class teeeeee.den wen to change during recess.


den.wen to watch erhhs.high skl musical.
its nice!!!!
*drools*
den watch until half way teacher stopped.cause ms chua calling us to go bac class.
me and zy wen to take the cake.
and the PARTY GOT STARTED!
X)


den.took tons of pics sia.
wif yu shih and frens.
will upload them later.watching goon now!! downloaded one
heees



the class tee so nice larhhs.nightmare before christmas sia.
i got like a set of there things like tt.lo`ls
except shorts and shoes
woooots!~

ok
2 days didnt blog.
lets start now.

sunday.
parents frens came to our house.for a extra long time.
from like 1 plus till 6 plus..
they got so many things to talk sia.
siian.used com for a damn long time.but aso nth to do.
lo`ls
jux surf net and listen songs.

den one of mummy's fren stayed until 7
cooked dinner wif mummy for us.
alfredo.spagetti!
muacks.so nice sia.


den.did maths.watch tv till 12 plus.
lo`ls


monday.
wen to skl todae.
got dance workshop or wad.
den.at first the dance was boring.
but it bacame more and more fun.
bleahhs.
the teacher turned out to be out vice principal's student last time
HA!
den he created a dance for use to dance.
it was kinda tiring.cause the steps a bit diff.

during break time.
some wen toilet some wen refill water.
tt time the teacher dance himself wif the music.
was nice larhs.
very GRACEFUL.
den he finish everyone was clapping.
LO`LS
continued the dance.until 11.55
den wen bac class.put bag first.den wen for recess.
at 12.
recess sia.

eat lerh.wen bac class.
started discussing the class party wif yu shih leaving
he going ot australia next year.
sad sia.
we form same country marhs.
will feel so damn sad lorhs.
the onli 2 taiwanese in class.and he is leaving.
aniwae.he go bac taiwan i m gonna find him!
lo`ls


plus.we getting out class tees lerhs
WEEEES~
wait so long finally have lerhs.
mux thanks yu ting they all.
for organising the whole thing.
thankew thankew
waited for 10 whole months for a class tee.
finally have lerh
yays!


gtg do maths lerhs.
blog soon..

1.Single taken or crushing? -in the state of crushing.
2.Are u happy wif ur life now? -nahs.defintely no.
3.When u meet the right person,will u fall in love for him fast? -erm.maybe.depends barhs.
4.Have u had ur heart broken? -yeahhs.its has not healed.
5.Do u believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? -erhs.no.most likely.
6.Would u talk to someone back if he cheats on you? -yeahs.the ass hole deserves it.
7.Have u ever talk to a person about marriage before? -NO.i m still young.=/
8.Do you want children? -YES!!! i love kids!
9.How many? 3 maybe?
10.Would u consider adoption? -yeahhs.provided tt my husband or me cant produce any kids.
11.If someone likes u right now wad do u think will let u noe his feelings? -HUH?i would have known?
12.Do u enjoy getting into relationships? -YES! wens its nice.NO! wen its not.of course.
13.Be honest.wad did u and ur ex did?he DUN consider me a ex.we did nth.wen out to eat.
14.Do u believe in love at first sight? -ERHS.yeahs.even tho i noe beauty is but skin deep.i am so thick skin.=/
15.Are u romantic? -do u think i m? someone who scolds tt much wouldnt be.
16.Do u believe u can change someone? -most likely yes? i dun noe.bleahs.
17.If you could marry somewher, where would it be? PARIS! or somewher in the western countries.its so romantic.
18.Do u easily give in wen u r fighting? -DUH.NO.i would bash him as hard as possible.YAYS!
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now? -PLS.i m in the state of crushing.its so obvious.zz.do u still have to ask?
20.Have u ever wished u could have someone but u messed it up? -yeahhs.or else i would not have broken up wif him.
21.Have u broken a heart before? i m not sure.but theres someone who broke mine seriously.he smashed it.threw it on the ground.its in pieces.nv in shape again.
22.one day if ur best fren fall in love wif him that u are deeply in love wif, wad would u do? -its the guy's decision.not mine.fair competition.
23.Are u missing someone right now? -i m missing him till my head is going to burst.

Now u have to ask 5 of ur frens to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.tag them in their blog and let them know.

-elizabeth.
-starnia.
-yu ling.
-li ying
-yu hui.

ok.
lets blog about thursday.
its kinda fun barhs..

wen to skl.
sit down first thing isabel asked me for the extra 1 dollar for class tee.
looking forward it!
den yi chang came.the first thing she said was.
SORRY YEN CHU.i forgot to bring ur present.
lo`ls.
i was kinda shocked.

den wen for "class"
actually we did nth barhs.
ms chua gave out something for filing i think.
portfolio thingy.
file ler den did survey.
lame shit larhs
=/

jux before going out of the classroom.
zhiwei snatched zi yun's waterbottle.
hahas.den he sprayed her.
den duno wad happen.become me and kelvin spraying each other.
he took zi yun's waterbottle and started spraying me.
i used mine and squirt at him.
i was queing up.den he go spray my BACK.
wad de.the side and bac of my shirt all WET.
den he tried to snatch my wallet.instead of waterbottle.
buy lerh.i began to spray him bac.
wen going up stairs.kelvin ran to us and tried to snatch my wallet.
so we wen another route.
i was stucked in between kelvin and zhiwei.
kelvin walked until half way den turned around and scared me.i screamed.
den zhiwei behind me tried to trip me.
diiaos
kelvin got my wallet.and ran into the guy's toilet.
yu hui help me go in.but was chased by the auntie to go out.
so we wen upstairs.
the guys were left behind.den found out tt they were stucked wif mr benjamin wong.
yu hui decided to help them.so wen she wen to talk to him.they all PHEW.and ran away.
kelvin go toilet again
i wen inside.
he wen into the stall.i bang on the door shouted to him to return me wallet.
den i looked into the mirror den saw tt got a guy was.ehem
peeing.
i quickly turn around and wanted to go out of the toilet.but was blocked by zhiwei.
i slapped his leg.den jux nice the door open.zi yun they all outside.
i quickly ran out.


in class.
he tooked deng ping's waterbottle cause zhiwei returned her.
and he sprayed me.my whole shirt wet sia.den he wen to throw my wallet to zhiwei.
yu hui wen to take his file.i took his pencilcase.
but he still dun wan return me.
argh


den ms chua came into class
i was in the toilet.drying my shirt.
wen i wen bac class.everyone was staring at me.
cause my shirt still wet.
the waever d&t teacher.suposed to invegilate? us.watch movie.
he called me.
THE GURL AT THE BAC.CAN U PLS GO BAC TO THE TOILET TO DRY AND TUCK IN UR SHIRT?

wa kao.mux he address me to the whole class?
he ass whole larhs.


so i wen.den come bac.the movie started and blahs.kinda touching.


buh byes.got to go do SPRING CLEANING.lo`ls

I M OFFICIALLY 14.
as from todae onwards
yays!


todae first thing in the morning wen out wif frens
to bugis.
yunni yu hui and zi yun.
emily came later.at 1 plus.

before she come.
we wen to take neos.
haven got time to scan.didnt bother.so tired

den we wen pastamania eat.
yu hui was putting the pastas in a cup.
we were all laughing mad.
who eats spagetti in a CUP?!
ROFL

den wen to meet emily.
wen to marina square.
at first wanted to go bowling.
cause emily aso kinda scared to go kbox
but den.in the end.
we still wen kbox.
yunni managed to persuade her go sing
so we wen sing.
den was kinda high
the guy who brought us into the room was kinda scared to go into our room
cause.
we keep laughing and like very mad?


sing sing sing.
den me and zi yun wen home first.
kinda in a rush
sit taxi.
got trafic jam
diiaos
sit about 9 dollars jux to go bac toa payoh.
wad de.
somemore i pay
cause zi yun no money lerhs!!!
argh.


night wen out wif family to eat.
sizzler.
eat until so full come home.
too tired to do anything.but still managed to type this?
lalalas.
i m 14!!!!




ppl who wished me happy birthday
`lols


1.nicholas.
2.melissa lim.
3.yu hui.
4.yunni.
5.zi yun.
6.yi chan
7.ivan???
8.jaime.
9.eliza.
10.weilin
11.aubrey
12.shiirlyn.X)
13.joey.
14.yu han. i miss her.zz
15.christopher.
16.derrick.
17.pipo kor kor.
18.keith
19.jie jie!!
20.adeline.
21.emily.
22.yu ting.



hahas.
i love them all.X)
will post pics tomoro.

argh.
fuck.



ok.i didnt mean to scold.
i cant stand it.?
i wasnt the one who tagged in nicholas's blog.
i wasnt.
but i dunno y ppl jux like to do tt.
i have nth to do wif them.i dun even noe who they are.
i dont noe why?!
why mux they do this to me?
WHY?!
i feel like crying sometimes.
its not my fault.
ok.maybe it was mine.but i didnt noe.
tell me if i ever did anything wrong.
why are ppl doing this to me?
why?!
feck them
why mux they rite tt i like him?!
i dun.seriously.he aso noe tt marhs.



my life's in a mess.seriously.
a mess tt no one can untangle it.
a mess tt will be ther forever

eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.
eff.



ok.i said tt 10 times.zz
i jux got nth to do.
and.kinda angry tt i ALMOST FAILED my chinese.
wad de.
i got 53!?
i cant belive it sia.
i m like.nv get before less den 70?
last time larhs.
i m getting from bad to worse.
and chinese is like my MAIN mother tongue?
but my english i got like...61?
which is HIGHER DEN MY CHINESE.
wad de FUCK.


den todae.nth much happened.
jux crap things.kinda boring.did nth in skl at all.
apart from getting the papers bac.


buh byes?
i wan to go play.MAPLE.weees~


3 more days.
3
3
3
3
3
3
3
3
3


LO`LS
cut the crap;
=D

arghhhh
i m feeling so???
argh
duno larhs


i m still sick.
argh.why?!
and the ulcer.cracked lips are still not ok.
wad de f.
the ulcer so big.den cannot even eat anything.
wad de fuck...
ewwwwwwwww.
den put medicine on it.so damn painful larhs

how i wish tt the ONE is here for me.
haiis.
the only one.only one.zz


wen out wif mummy to buy food at 9pm?
came bac wif loads of my stuff.
ICE CREAM.MARSHMALLOWS.SWEETS.~~~!!!!!!
YAYS~~
i love my marmie loads.even tho sometimes she is a pain in the ass.
no offence marmie.~!!muacks.



ok.this is a kinda scattered blog post?
one part here one part ther.
zz.bear wif it.i wil type better.
jux in no mood todae.

argh
i reallie cant stand it anymore.
i m sick and sick and sick
i have running nose.blocked nose.
headache.coughing.fever.i cant speak properly.
i got cracked lips somemore.from not drinking enuf water?
=/ its painful.
ahhhhhhh
i cant stand it anymore.
i cant even sit down.
cause if sit down my nose gets blocked.
if i lie down.i cant breathe properly.
and i m coughing while typing.
*cough type cough type.*
ewwwww.i dun wan go skl tomoro.
its sucks larhs.


bleahs.i hate falling sick.
*shoo*
faster go away.
cracked lips faster ok!!!!

=(( i m feeling down.eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww~!

ewww.
i m sick.
from tuesday.
zzz
i hate falling sick.
scream/sing till so loud.
den come home sick
arghhh

and i got one damn big ulcur.
cant eat any solid food.
now i m eating PLAIN PORRIDGE.
zz
plain somemore.
den th eulcur so pain.
and i have runnning nose.
slp the time aso got prob.
one side cannot breathe.
zz


got nth to post lerhs.watching princess hours now.
so nice
woots~

MORE PICS TODAE!~



me and zi yun's leg.hers so white.

me kissing the glass.not excaty kissing =/

my bag.waterbottle and wallet.ziyun's blue waterbottle.

zi yun stoned.freeze in motion.

me blurrified.

me flung onto the wall by the bus.big impact.X)

me and yunni's shoes+legs.my legs are more white.=/

yunni me and yuhui.no ziyun =((

me and yu hui.blur blur again.

zi yun singing.LO`LS.my bottle.=D

my shoes.taken by yu hui.duno why=/

yunni yu hui and me.weees~

me and yunni.standing on the sofa.lo`ls

me and yu hui at kbox.dark=/

me and ziyun.blur and dark dark de.

we wen to marina square. =D

me and ziyun shoes.yays!


me and ziyun.the shop reflection.


its not the police car u c.


the pillar of some duno wad shop.
so cute!


me zi yun and yu hui
weees~X)


me and yu hui.again.X)


me and yu hui.mirror reflections!


me and ziyun.mirror reflections.


mee and ziyun.our nike bottles.pink mine and blue ziyun


my bag!!~ nightmare before christmas.


our reflections.lo`ls

WEEEEES~
todae didnt go escape.
but wen to bugis kbox and neos.
lo`ls


we wen escape.den found out tt they were close.
wad the f shit larh.we pay money sit taxi go.den still not open.
-.-
so we wen walk walk.saw alot of students.think they all going escape too.
lo`ls

aniwae.den sit bus to pasir ris mrt.took train to bugis.
den wen take neos first.
after taking neos we wen toilet.cause some of them wan change.
and its like ther is one big mirror in the toilet.
so we wen all ZI LIAN-ING.started taking pics wif my cam.
LO`LS.
took one wif zi yun.haven cut.still wif her.
den after tt we were thinking of going bowling.
but den siwei and mel dun wan.
so we wen k box instead.


me yunni zi yun and yu hui took one room.jaime mel and si wei the other.
we sing sing sing.den siwei suddenly come in.she sorta SNATCHED the mike away from zi yun
saying tt she aso wan sing.
den i asked siwei.
u down there dun have this song meh?
den she angry she STORM out.
actually i was kinda SUAN-ing her.
but couldnt care less.
cause everyone in tt particular room didnt really sort of like here.
odds against her.i win.
den blahs.sing until 4 plus.
we keep wanting to win them(si wei mel jaime) on who louder den who.
cause the whole corridor can hear us singing.
with or without mike.FYI
den sometimes siwei is singing?
we kinda stop the song and listen to how she sings.
zz
pls larh.sometimes aso got out of tune lorhs.

we sing sing sing.until 4.den the kbox ppl chase us out.dun even let us finish the damn song.
so we wen walk walk abit.den wen sit bus.
before reaching the bus stop.got one long and big staircase
den we wanted to take pics ther.den we wanted to like a row larhs.we asked mel to help us take.
den si wei said. BAI CHI.
WAD THE F SHIT LARH.WE TAKE PICS ASO GOT WRONG ISIT.NONE OF UR CONCERN RITE?dun wan take wif us den dun take larhs.must humiliate us by saying BAI CHI mehs?

den took a few.den yu hui go and delete away.zz.so nice go and delete.somemore the first time onli got 4 of us sia.

wait bus.talk talk talk.bus come.all of us went except yu hui.she sitting 133.we 56.
we wen up the bus.den we all started taking pics AGAIN.
she dun like us taking rite.we PIAN PIAN take and show her.
all the way.she was singing and listening to her mp3.and told mel tt she has no interest in taking photos.BIG DEAL TO US?!zz

den mel keep TOU PAI us.LO`LS.
nvm.i m too happy to care.weees~
X)

reach home at around 5..den started doing maths straight away.
cause wanted to watch gong.ye man wang fei.but did maths until like 10?
fer 5 whole hours.do MATHS.
wad the shit hell.
den wan watch tv.mummy snatch from me.she wan watch theTAIWAN DAO BIAN THINGY..so nice meh?!
she watched unil like 10.30?!
den i have no tv nice to watch lerhs.
siian


i m so damn sick of my throat now.
its FREAKISHLY PAIN.
throat pain from the process of shouting and screaming too much.trying to compete who sing loudest.
and.i m having a damn headache.
zz
didnt slp.afternoon nap.
and todae my post is so colourful!~
LO`LS.
will upload the pics tomoro.battery charging in progess.

shit larh
todae so boring sia.
got nth to do.
didtn go out of the house for one step.
siian.

was studying for the whole day.
actually not studying WHOLE DAY larhs.
was doodling.
using com.listening songs.
LO`LS
but still bored.
got nth to do.
no books to read.
arghh

tomoros science test.
hope i will do well.
didnt managed to memories all the things.

lalalas.
morning wen out wif parents to eat.wif their taiwan frens and blah..
eat finish den i faster go home.
cant stand them to talk talk talk about politics and blah.
wen home.talked on phone for nearly a hour wif zi yun.
lo`ls.
got nth to do.
den talk about nonsense and shit.

talked.wen to slp.studied science.den did maths.

den accompanied mummy to go ntuc.bought lotsa things.
actually is i ask my mei to take.go put in trolley.den my mummy will think is she wan to buy.
LO`LS

before going bac.at the road junction ther.
saw a couple.they like quarelling lyke tt
dun think they from singapore.
i heard a 'PIA''
think is the gurl slpa the guy.cause i turn around the gurl not ther.
den the guy scolded CAO NI MA.
den he ran after the woman.
ran lerh.den they 2 standing at a further place.
think the guy scolding the gurl.lyke wan fight lyke tt.
den the guy walked away.the gurl saw.den she aso wen away.den the guy RAN TO FIND THE GURL AGAIN.
zz.lame larhs.run here run ther.
after awhile.the guy run away


den wen home.parents taiwan fren come.
ate dinner.play com.watch tv.

so bored.got nth to do.
ahhhh
i m so bored.

13 dys more.
13!!!!!!!!
ok.i m hyper.so biggie deal.

WEEES~
wen out wif yan qiang todae
he so gd larh
buy me burthday pressie
and i get to chose i wad i wan.
lo`ls

lets talk about the exam
its so diff.
the last question
MCQ is easy
so is the source base question.tho nid to rite alot..
den the last question chose one.
one on internal and external threats.
the other one maritime trade and overland trade.
boos
i dun even noe any of them.i studied for it.
but forgot after flipping to the next page of the textbook.lo`ls.

den i chose the maritime one lorhs.seems easier to me.
even tho i blah nonsense.
think tt i will not pass barh.
i wan die sia.study unitl so hard.den all forgot.


den after exam wen to sit bus 238 wif zi yun
den go interchange toilet tie hair.
until 2 braids from the bac.
spent almost half an hour.
lo`ls

10.30 suppose to meet yan qiang.
but den he not there.waited until 10.45 den he come.saw his fren behind.
i m lyke
*HUH? hes going too?*
den he said no.
great.

den wen sit mrt.
wen to orchard first.
paragon.
saw the cute nike waterbottle.pink in colour.
i say i like.den he say ok lorh.buy for u.
yays!!
den wen heeren.saw one nice walet.29.90.
he ask me wan buy?
i say duno lehs.quite nice.but i wan go c others first.
wen far east.
wanted to go buy zinc bag.but the shop haven open.its already 11 plus!!!!
den wen walk walk arounf far eat.saw a puma bag.$55.90.shoulder bag.
wanted to buy.but i m jux too fickle minded.so in the end nv buy.lo`ls


next wen city hall the roxy shop.dun have the wallet and pencil box i wan.zz
wen billabong shop.aso dun have nice one.so wen bugis.
wanted to buy the converse bag lyke hong hui tt kind one.white and black in colour.
but diff. model?
in the end nv buy.dun wan later he say i copy him.but i help him so many times lerh.
lo`ls X)

walk walk.den saw the nightmare before christmas shop together wif emily the strange.
THEY ARE BOTH MY FAVOURITES!!!
den..
the wallets r ok barhs.not tt nice?
but the bags are so damn cute and nice.
yan qiang asked me.u wan buy isit.
den i m lyke
*yeahs.cancancancan??*
*eyes looking so earnestly*
LO`LS
tt was a more mushy version.
jux asked him larhs.den he said ok lorh.
anyway last time aso nv giv me.
weees~
bought the sling bag.den wen bac home.
go home tt time i realised tt i nv bring anything money at all.
the whole trip is all yan qiang spend money.
even those water and food.
LO`LS
he so gd to me lorhs.weees~


wen home.den blahs.slp.eat.study science.
den now talking in msn and blahs.


i love tt bag and waterbottle.
weeees~ X)

14 days more to big big day
14 14 14 14!!!
ok.i m being far to crazy about my burthdae.

BOOS.
forgot to blog about some things?


blahs.
during the geog extra lesson .
tanny koh took out a round compass.
den everyone was lyke
o.o
WOOO~
den the whole room is filled with noise.
den tanny koh screamed.
WAD IS THERE TO MAKE NOISE?!
den we all kept quiet.
ITS ONLI A ROUND COMPASS PPL.
still silence.


zz.so fierce fer wad..ppl nv see before round compass marhs.
lyke tt aso scold.wad de.*toot*

ahh.i forgot wad i wan to blog again.
except fer the geog the thing.
AHHHHH.
i seriously have STM.
i cant even remember things clearly.
and i still haven finish the geog memorisation thingy.
alot more.
shit sia.
no time lerhs.


tralalas.i m mad lerhs.
everyday study and study.
becoming more and more mental.

my god f man.
got to skl late today.
5 mins.5 bloody mins.
the taxi friver larh.
drive so slow.
somemore trafics busy.
zz
shit larh.den have to serve detension.10 oct.omg.we planning to go escape lorhs.wtf.
but den uni say nvm.can the next day den go.weeees~!

woke up at 7.10 den rushed out of the house at 7.15.LO`LS.
forget about it.i dun giv a damn to serve detension.hulalas.



the maths paper was ok barhs.at least i think shud be ok.
the paper some questions easy some diff.after all is OK?
den hong hui borrowed calculator from me.
i was kinda mad? but have to lend him.cause i forgot to bring the lit book
which is his...den got exam todae.zz
den blahs.
wen fer recess at 9 o clock.lo`ls.
9 o clock.lalalas.so early lorhs.


den was lit paper.
all the questions are diff. man.have to think think think.finally think of answer.
den pen no ink.zz
wad de f.
den i tap hong hui hard on the hand.
asked him for pen.he gave me a black one.blahs.dun care nymore.
continued to write and write.
finally finished.used 1 whole paper.
but den i c so many ppl use so many pieces of paper lorhs.lyke more den 2 pieces.
even hong hui had 2 pieces.LO`LS



den after wen fer geog. extra lesson.
fer 2 whole hours.was copying those notes and talking at the same time.weees~


finally wen home.ate lunch.and tts the end?
i want to slp now.and den study geog.den go piano.siian.
everyday so boring.
i wan some LIFE.

feck shit.
today english was diff.
totally.



den hong hui was rushing.he couldnt finish.so ke lian lorhs.wanted to help him.but couldnt.zz
after tt everything was a blur.
wen fer recess den queued up and eat.was returning the plates.
den saw christopher.
yu hui was o.o HI CHRISTOPHER.i was kinda shock.but said hi and wen away.zz
den i saw my grandfather!!!.was teaching some gurl things.didnt say hi.cause duno if he will say bac or not.
LO`LS
den wen bac.had paper 2.
couldnt understand the passage.den the change sentence thingy aso kinda diff.but finished all.left onli 1 minute to check.lo`ls.
was counting the words.one by one.hoping would not exceed 100.zz.who create this lame shit tt we mux have onli 100 words?!

tomoros maths paper 1 and lit.
kinda scared.even tho everyday i have been doing maths.



i m scared inside.everyday.
i jux wish tt all this would stop.
he would still be my fren and we wouldnt have quarrelled.
he would still talk to me.he would still be there for me wen i nid him.
he would still be there...
still be ther.


but the truth is.there wont be any him standing at the end waiting for me.
there will be no one.
i m alone in the dark.
all alone.in the scary darkness.
i wan him bac.again to my side.
nv leave me alone.
never ever.
never...

lalalas.
forget about me saying not going online.
cause i broke the damn promise.
lols

yesterday.called zi yun to ask her wad she bringing tomoro.
so i ws lyke ask her.
u nid to go study and hang up arhs.
den she say dun nid.i was so happy sia.so long nv talk on phone lerhs.
den we talked talked talked.mostly craps.lo`ls.
we chatted about for lyke nearly an hour before my mum scream to me tt i better hang up.
blahs.so long nv tak den she call me hang up.

zz.
lets talk about today.
today was mosly self revise barhs
the teacher come in aso nv teach.except for science and maths.
others we all self study.but most of us were lyke talking and crapping around.LO`LS
den blahs.nth much really happened.decided to go escape the day right after exams.
woots~! i miss tt place so much man.
i miss having fun.


i m looking so much to the day.lo`ls.
hope the exams will jux finish in NO TIME and we could all ROCK DA HOUSE.



lets rock the house baby!